Porn model Anna Bell Peaks has a series of videos on YouTube. I think she’s a pretty smart marketer, it’s to her advantage to enable potential consumers of her porn movies to follow her on a non-porn site.
In general, for me the videos are pretty boring, but I do like some of the videos where she gets outside and does stuff. There’s one where she goes for a run in Central Park, for example.
There is one video in particular that kind of resonated for me, in part because I happened to watch it just a few hours after the second of my two cam sessions here last weekend. It’s a video where Anna Bell talks about having just done her first anal scene. I don’t think I’m supposed to direct-link from NTN, so I won’t, but you can find this video easily by searching for “Anna's vlog #51 he put it in my butt!”.
You really only need to watch the first three minutes to see what struck me: how much she loved being fucked in the ass on camera. Her expressions, the way she kind of sighs while talking about it; she is absolutely glowing. Twice she just stops and kind of giggles, that’s how much she loved being fucked up her butt. She’s not even talking about the fucking, she’s just talking about how great the shoot went, but you can tell she’s recalling specifics of it.
Anyway that was like just how I felt after my second of two cam shows last weekend. I was just glowing with pleasure after allowing people to watch me being fucked up the ass. This was Saturday morning, and I’d had a nice size audience. I can’t even describe how fucking turned on I was. At one point, I had my back to the camera and was bouncing myself up and down on a big black dildo that I had on a folding chair. As I rode that cock, I kind of tossed my hair. It was nothing special, just a little gesture, but I realized it had been a totally female gesture and it was something that I’d done kind of instinctively. I didn’t have to stop and think “oh, I need to do something sexy for my audience now”, I just kind of behaved like a fucking slut without having to think about it.
I think that was about the same time I’d confirmed that my audience could also hear me. I was already, like, frantically crazed with lust, but that turned me on even more if possible. I got so vocal and bratty, I was just begging to be fucked up my tight little pooper some more!
Anyway, in that moment while I was bouncing up and down on a nice big dick, my back to the audience, I was just imagining them with their cocks in their hands, watching me. Watching me and jerking off. Watching me and, I hoped, cumming super hard. And I was just like, “fuck yeah, this is fucking HOT! I fucking LOVE this!”
So anyway after doing two cam shows on consecutive days I was just kind of glowing, like Anna Bell after her anal scene, or so I like to think. And I hadn’t cum, so I was not only thrilled from exposing myself to my audience, but still super horny.
One lovely member of my audience that day had been wanting to see me on cam for a while. He let me know that he’d really liked the show, so that turned me on even more. And he hadn’t had quite enough yet, and to be honest neither had I. So after quite a long and very nasty chat session, we decided to do phone.
Our intention was to cum together, but I was already just wild-ass fucking crazy with lust, and hearing the voice of someone who’d just watched me fuck myself was really too much for me. We were talking about what a nasty, filthy exhibitionist I am, and I just came almost immediately. I was just WAILING, I came so fucking hard!
Please forgive this long, self-indulgent post, and if you’ve read all this, thanks so much. I just wanted to try to relate, especially to my little group of frequent admirers here, how much I cherish each and every one of you, and to try to share what a thrill it is to perform for you. I want you to get off with me, and I love it when you do!